Equilibrium of Youth

It’s exactly days like these that make me reconsider my assumptions about finding a balance in life. It is, at the moment, as tempting as it can get to not want to find a balance and to live simply where the wind takes me. Had you asked me yesterday, I would have replied there was nothing else but wanting to have balance or the road towards balance on my mind; but today, I feel I can hold it out a couple of days longer without, at least until my heart warns me it might stop beating unless I put it back on the shelf, where I’m sure it can rest peacefully, fully supplied with blood but drained from all life.